Don’t cry child
You’ve got so much more to live for

and if it comes to the rain
just be glad you’ll smile again
because so many don’t and so many go unnamed.

I stopped laughting and smiling. Because it makes you easier to get hurt. Stopped breathing the colours which made you feel more alive, made you feel love.
Learn to forget a warm hand, a soft soul catching your thoughts, holding your hand. A warm breath besides you. The right breath, not just breath.
Learn to drink more. See less. Feel less. Learn to stay fallen, oh you little Angel.

Soft eyes, warm water, orange sun, little salty smell in the air. And then: nothing. You fell in love with nothing.